Monday, 16 February 2009
solo 24
i endured my worst ever birthday.
i was fine with going to work on a birthday. heck, it's been a norm since i started working in an office even during my ns period. anyway, cue all the normal sms greetings and stuffs, appreciate them greatly.
however, the really sore point about this birthday is that the person and people whom i had really wished to spend it with didn't celebrate it with me. ok, the celebration thing might be abit petty and i'm not one for the all brashness of birthday celebrations. however, the one single person whom i had hoped to at least turn up didn't. or even just see did not materialise. why did i still hope when hope clearly lets me down? i was plainly devastated that night.
i'm not angry. just merely sad and empty.
she apologised the next day for not celebrating with me after i had called her about something else. if it made her feel better or whatever, then ok. i'd rather things actually happened. the belated birthday card was well..really sweet but it cannot take away all the lousiness i feel inside of me.
what's the point of making a birthday wish when it plainly does not happen?
happy birthday?
Posted at 13:10
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